This track feels like it was made for me, and honestly even when I was in my relationship I would constantly listen to this song. Here's why, let me tell you more about this song.
Well the title in english is "For loving you in blindness". The chorus in english is,
"And now that I don't have you I think about all the time lost that I lost because of you For loving you in blindness I didn't listen and I launched at emptiness for love everyone told me everyone warned me That there are flowers with thorns"
Very powerful chorus I think.I connect to this almost one hundred percent. When I listened to this song, I realized that I did "not listen and I launched at emptiness for love". I was looking for love that I didn't receive, and I found it in the wrong place. Doesn't mean I didn't really love her, I do. I just really needed the family type of love that was lacking, which was the root of all this. Also, many people did warn me about this relationship, such as my own mother, but inexperienced me continued anyways and I ignored it. The metaphor of the flowers is also very true. Just because you find somebody that looks or is amazing, doesn't mean your relationship is gonna end up that way. You still have to be careful, because not all of them are thornless.
Another great part is, "I once asked a pastor of love And he told me to give it to God That I shouldn't feel lonely Being lonely was best Than Living in a illusion". Very true, as I personally hear all the time. Though for myself is very hard when you don't have much faith. One important aspect is that if you do give your love to god, he will bless you with many great things. An affair I must definitely work on. Also the fact of being by yourself is the best is rightfully correct, because you will learn more of yourself and grow. Which in my case I didn't give myself that opportunity. I was stuck in a illusion that things were gonna stay perfect, but just because it feels right at that moment doesn't mean that it's gonna be like that for the rest of your life. So now that I am alone I can grow and learn many things. Something we all need to do, it's how we become better people and a better lover.
Lastly, the most powerful, inspirational, and sentimental statement from this song is "I once asked my father of love and innocence of faith patience and do you know what he told me Son its always best to ignore the heart pay attention to your conscience". There you go, something to digest in your mind. This is exceptionally accurate. Your heart has carnal desires, while your mind is the true source of righteous knowledge. Something I knew at the time, but was to stubborn to follow because I was so high of this drug that we call, love.
Back when I was in alliance with the other person, I would listen to this song and feel his words. Except I didn't process it right, and I stayed just for this feeling I had. At the time, I should have done exactly the words I quoted above. We probably would have a much better connection or I would have lightly ended it so I could grow as a person and yet still be friends. But till ti's day, no connection is in existence. Which saddens me in a way.
Anyways, hope you enjoy this song as much as I do.
Leave me a comment and tell me your experience with this song, or something you like to add.
-One Love, One Musical Paradise
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